Don't think it's yours....

I've had a really good week. I have decided to move back home. I mean, it's more convenient, cheaper, and I'm generally happier. I just really didn't like the dorms. I got zero time to myself. I guess I've just always grown up with that luxury and never had to live without it. Being around people and friends is fun, but it gets old when you're always around them, the same people, and never get a break even when you're ready for one.

I went to the doctor today. It was the shortest doctor's appointment, ever. It was an hour drive to get there and an hour back, but I was only actually there for maybe 20 minutes tops, which was awesome. I got 2 shots though, lame: my 2nd dose of HPV and went ahead and got my flu shot. Since I got back so early, I finally washed my car. It had been forever, seriously. I usually just let nature take care of it. But, "cutie" or "cut" now had to go. :] I didn't really get much homework done...

Tonight my plans were with Madre to just stay home, order pizza, and watch all the horror films we rented. We got 8 total, some old, some new. Well, as predicted, right after we ate Mom crashed out. haha Oh well. I'm just a little bored and lonely right now. Not even all of my friends had super exciting plans tonight, so I really don't feel too left out. Plus, I've pretty much celebrated Halloween for the past week. I volunteered at the Lakeview Halloween Festival last Friday and at the Safe Trick-or-Treat in the dorms on Tuesday, then last night I went to Hallopolis party with Selena, Matty, and Jake, and last Saturday I went to MC's Halloween party. Yay for Halloween!

Tomorrow I am going to the OU vs. Nebraska game. I am excited. I missed the last game because actually, I felt influenced by my roommate to not go. And then we didn't even end up hanging out and I was without a phone, so I was totally bored and felt lame. However, I am going this time! Not very many people are though. It's family weekend or something, so most people are either sitting with their families or not going. But, I did find someone to go with! I'm going with Jake and Logan. Should be fun. I <3 those boys. It will be different to go to a football with people who actually know what's going on. lol

Today was a pretty good day. I went to school. It was EFFING cold out side. IT seemd to be getting colder, but I think it warmed up actaully. I'm doing better in school. I'm trying harder. I finished all of my work in Chemistry today. Diana wasn't there though. :( I can't believe it, I made a 100% on the Vocab part of my Geometry test and 102% on the actual Test. I think that's the best I've done all year. I mean, usually I get A's on the test, occaisionally a B, once I got a C, but wow. I was proud of myself. I don't even remember if I studied...

Work was A LOT better today too. We were pretty steady, not real slow, and a little busy at times. Megan couldn't get her drawer to balance. And I'm like, THE BEST at balancing. There were a few times I was off when I first started, or sometimes on Saturdays when I work and the Lobby and I'm like super busy, but yeah, I'm awesome at getting my drawer to balance. And wanted to say to her "Well maybe if you took a little more time and did things right, you could get your drawer to balance" because she had told me that I was slow at doing transactions, but I didn't say it. I was good though. I did a lot of Transactions and I'm getting faster. There weren't any problems with my work or anything. And I saw Pam! She asked me how I liked it and how I was doing. She said that she is glad that I like it and that she thinks I'm doing really good. :) That made me happy. I mean, who's boss tells them that often? Things are good, not perfect, the never will be, but good.

Oh, and after work I went to see Kristen at Stop N Go/Tan and Tone. I bought some tanning goggles and some new tanning lotion. The lotion was only $15. It's called Black Jack and it smells really good. I hope it works better than this crap we have. I can't wait to try it, tomorrow.

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So today was an okay day. Kellon wasn't there, so I didn't get to talk to him, stupid gifted kid..... OMG We had to carry all these water bottles for Mrs. Lind. We had to carry them all the way from the office to the vocal room. And I had this huge 32 pack, it was so heavy, and I had lotion on my hands so it was slipping. Of course, I take them to the wrong place, which makes the journey even harder, then I dropped them lol. My arms were and are sore and weak. The next class I had was guitar and I seriously could barely play. Andrew got to teach us. He was telling us where tons of notes are on the guitar and why power chords are power chords, etc... He's so smart and awesomely. I went to Kristen's house for lunch. It was hilarious because she was opening a cabinet door that had a pitcher of water in front of it, and the water spilled ALL over her. She had to change pants and her carpet was soaked, but she didn't care about that. We had hot dogs and fries. Yum, so healthy too! But in some weird way after eating all the unhealthy foods I've been eating lately, I've lost weight. Maybe it's because I don't eat so often and I quit drinking pop. Hmm, I dunno. I wore my cute new outfit today. My brown hoodie and my favorite pair o the new jeans I got with my hooker boots. These jeans are a size 9 and they're a little loose. I'm happy :) I scrunched my hair today too, which everyone loves when I do that. It's odd. I'm proud of myself for getting things done. I had to return a library book at school that's like 2 months over due and I did that today. I also paid off my Cafeteria account. I need to buy a year book and get OLAP papers for my scholorship tomorrow. Gotta remember to do those things! After school I went on errands. I'm sick of Kyle being here. I went to the Dollar store, Wal-mart, and Taco mayo. I got razors, shampoo, ice, sweet-tea, mascara, eyeliner (my eyeliner is like the size of one of my little toes lol), um.... a notebook, and a tooth brush. Yay. Dad gave me some money for that too. I hate asking Dad for money, and I just did like 2 days ago. But, I don't have a job and I need money. I've tried not to spend too much, seriously. But ever since I got my car, I have less money to spend and more places to go. I guess that's how things work. I'm so glad that tomorrow is my last day of school this week. I'm still not sure what my plans are. There is a basketball game at school on Wednesday night that I want to go to, and I will if I don't go to mom's. I want Wendilyn to come over too and go because it's her school (my old one) against my new one. :) So, that's always fun. Even though I don't really care for basketball games. I hope Kellon's at school tomorrow. Shit, I have a Geometry test tomorrow, well I'm not too worried about it.

Yesterday I didn't really do anything much...I helped Dad clean the house a little. I folded this huge pile of clothes in the living room, I did the dishes, I vacuumed my room and the rugs in the living room, and I cleaned off my desk and dusted in my room. Andrea was sick, so it was just me and dad cleaning up stuff. I drove dad to town and we got some food. That was about all I did yesterday, exciting, huh?

Well guess who called me lastnight about 11pm? JOSH! I was really surprised to hear from him. I haven't seen him in a few weeks, and he never calls me. It was really weird. We talked for almost an hour about everything. He asked me if I had a boyfriend now...and I said no. I asked him if he had a girlfriend now and he said that he was talking to one girl but she was seeing other people. :-/ I personally hate relationships like that. He said he'd come over one day and pick me up and we could go skate boarding. I've never been and I bet I'd suck at it so he'd probably have to hold me, lol. We had a really good conversation, it was just weird to me that he called. He said he'd try to call me sometime this week when we're in Hawaii. I sort of have mixed feelings about Josh because...well he was the first guy I ever kissed and did stuff with. And unlike most guys, I can't just break up with him and never talk to him again...he just stays around. I'll still always care for him and stuff, but I really love Jared.

Speaking of Jared, we had a great conversation online lastnight too. He's amazing. And I really think our relationship is going somewhere. :)

Today mom is picking me up at about 3 or so. We're going to go eat dinner together and just spend time together before I leave. She said Tim sent her 2 dozen roses and that they were the most beautiful thing she'd ever seen. Aw, <3 I'm happy for her. It seems like she found a guy she really likes and who really likes her. Another good thing about that is he lives in Georgia....Jared lives in Georgia. Lol yay. I don't know how, but I think I could work something out to where I go to GA with mom to see Tim and somehow meet Jared. ;-) That'd be awesome. Anyways, I'm eating Cheetos right now, BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS, mhm.

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